On Clarke Quay

It was too late for them to realise that the waters weren’t too deep after all.
(credits: www.traveljournals.net)
I know I still have those Japan entries to do, and if this dissolves the guilt any better, I think about it everyday. To be quite honest, I haven’t really started on it yet because we’re still sorting out and printing the photos for our own personal album (I have this grand scrapbooking vision - damn you Martha!). To compound things further, I have been busy with my clinical elective, catching up with family and friends and finding some time of my own before I return to Adelaide.
Yesterday, during a busy round at the hospital, I slipped out early (there wasn’t much teaching available) and travelled to nearby Clarke Quay for a late lunch (or early dinner, if it so pleases you). I know it has a vibrant night-life - I’ve barely witnessed it because it just isn’t part of my life - but to me it is an ingredient of this simple ritual of my own. I sit by the riverside and gaze, as the bars and restaurants prepare their tables and chairs for business, while the girls (and guys) scream as the nearby cable bungee ride catapults them into the sky. I’m not there for long, for I suppose the humidity plays such a big part in that. And yet, I feel oddly comforted to sit by the cradle of this country: it was there when the Malay fishermen led their simple lives, it was a channel for migration and commercialisation, it bears the distorted reflection of a claimed democracy that is said to exist in the moonlit skies. It saw what the country could be; now it fringes a nightly act that shakes off our stoical image. Yes, the waters cover well - one can hardly estimate its murky depth - but that is not what it is for. My high school teacher once said that ‘we have no natural beauty, because we change it and ruin it; we fill the swamps to make buildings and we build bricks to control rivers; we’re nothing but land and longkangs.’ It now drains the dreams and ideas that could have been.
I like to sit here and eat sushi; the steady Japan-isation of this area has always attracted me. There is an impressive Japanese supermarket that (and I can gladly confirm this) is the real deal, where I can find my heavenly Haagen-Dazs Green Tea ice-cream and other nostalgic items. Japan is such a beautiful country and I won’t hesitate to return one day should finances permit. I’m thinking of learning the language; not only would it make navigation easier next time, but I can also read Haruki Murakami in his native tongue! I don’t think I’ll ever be a bonafide Japanophile - for example: I still take two bites to eat my sushi, I sometimes prefer the easier route of dipping the rice edge into the soy sauce and (God forbid should a sushi chef ever catch me) I disassemble it at times to create a side portion of ’sashimi’.
Being there reminds me of my travels. Is it not ironic that I find its beauty when, in my mind, I am transported to places so far away; where the concrete confinements of the river edge can barely restrict my imagination. Where my freedom is my own.













